You now how they say , you feel the worst when you think you have given something all you got and still end up not getting what you want. It would be incorrect to say I feel that way now. But I have this strange premonition that , thats exactly how I am going to feel in a couple of days. i dont know what makes a person insecure or if infact there is any way out of it. All I know is, I have for long been an insecure person, trying very hard to handle any situation myself, so much so that it becomes an obsession. It becomes too hard to share my problems, my deepest concerns, the issues that constantly nag me to just about anyone. I do not know what is the issue with us humans to always have someone to pour our hearts out, that sometimes if we dont do that for a long time, we feel that the burden has just gone too much and is about to hit the roof. All I know is it sure does feels great to pour your hearts out! Wish there were a few ears out there which can tolerate insanity!