Somethings are destined never to happen! It just wont happen, no matter how you try, maybe because you were not worth it or you just cant handle it.

A lot of events that happened mid last year left deep scars in me. Though I was at peace with what happened, in fact its amazing how I knew it was the right thing, it brought out a lot of monsters out in the open. A certain part of me, the one that believed I was worth everything died a little. The devil of insecurites took a deep rise. Whatever that went out of my life left a huge wound open. One that brought out all my hidden fears. I try too hard to battle them and I do get over them many times, but the rate at which surface has left me puzzled if i will ever truly conquer it. I hope I do. I hate the insecure me. I really do.

And when i do, i hope to conquer destiny, throw a stone at it and say, I did it, i made it happen