One of those extremely weird days. Its amazing how someone from the past can evoke such strong emotions. The problem is you do not think of them as past, but somewhere down the lines as you catch up, you realise it indeed is past and time just forgot to mention it to you.

There is nothing awkward but there is the feeling that tells you, it isnt right. It brings back certain memories that you rather never be reminded of again. It makes you remember that you did not share the relationship you now have with them.It makes you wonder why things are the way they are and worst of all it makes you wonder if you did something wrong. If there is one thing I hate that is having to reconsider the valididty of the decisions I make. I try to make my decision thinking about the future in mind. Whether I would regret the decisions of my today. i hate revisiting my decisions.

That is what happened today. I had to revisit my decisions. Wonder why certain things were they way they were. Why things sometimes turn a 360 degree turn. I guess somethings in life never have an answer. You were never meant to get an answer. The best is to let the queasy feeling settle and just move on.