I have always wondered how it would be if I were to pen down all my thoughts. disastrous i decided later.

how can someone be such a bundle of contradictions. Wanting neither this nor that. How can even the smallest things be so complicated. I have always believed in making the easiest of decisions and most of the times, I do do that. But its the thoughts that you have when you are alone, knowing you will be alone many a time is what is scary.

Its not the being alone in any other context. Everyone needs to spend time alone and they inevitably will, like it or not. What are those moments for? Are they supposed to teach us something? Are they supposed to let us reflect on our actions or even our thoughts ? I do not know. All I know is sometimes I think I am way too screwed up, but then I think maybe not. Maybe everyone is a bundle of contradictions, everyone has weird thoughts not many speak about it! You never know.

THe one thing I like about this blogspace is how it lets me ramble. Many times I feel Doogie Howser penning down his journal after every day. I can digress all I want, a luxury my creating writing space doesnt give me. All I say is the only thing I seem to be doing right is Digress!

Maybe my intuition knows the right path and makes me digress and my consious mind thinks my intuition is an ass.

What a word, Maybe!